Shhhhhhhhh

How can you explain how something someone did,  which they view as being really awful, doesn’t seem as awful to you.

How can you forgive someone who doesn’t forgive themselves.

It’s just a horrible feeling, these situations where you forgive someone but still they are pent up about it and they can’t live with it. The worst thing is that these people are the best ones because they are the ones who you know will never do these things again. These people who want to protect you are the nicest people because of that very attribute.

I just want to swap bodies for a moment so he could understand.

 

 

Incidentally,

sometimes this blog is like writing in a diary and leaving it open on the coffee table. You write these things because you want someone to see because you don’t think saying them is enough.